Cherry cherry boom boom, <3

2009-09-12T17:41:00.000+08:00

Shifted to:

http://sabrinakuah.wordpress.com/

2009-09-12T14:44:00.002+08:00

i will be leaving youdontknowsab.blogspot.com,
very soon.

before my birthday actually.

wanna be 18 with a new start.

blogging style will be the same and all.

just not going to use this.

deciding whether i should use wordpress, tumblr or blogspot.

suggestions, please.

Haha. This is awesome!

2009-09-11T22:53:00.002+08:00

2009-09-10T23:48:00.003+08:00

I'd really appreciate people would just fuck off.
I'm trying.
So, fuck off.
Don't go threatening me about slapping me in public.
It won't effing work.

2009-09-10T00:56:00.001+08:00

I want to be worth your time.
That's all I'm asking for.

2009-09-09T15:31:00.001+08:00

no matter what you've done,

but no,
it does not mean i'll be okay if something goes wrong.
ily.

2009-09-08T22:44:00.002+08:00

Now, I really don't feel like going to school on my birthday.
):
People are out to get me. ):

2009-09-07T23:25:00.002+08:00

I never talk to you anymore,
these days.

You realize that?

Do talk to me about it when you see this.
Don't act like nothing happened.
Because I'm not going to ask you whether you've read my blog.
And tell you that I wanna talk about it.

I love my classmates to bits.

2009-09-07T20:20:00.009+08:00

Listening to: Kasabian 'The Doberman'

Today was awesome.

Reached OU at about 11.20am. Bought cigs and met up with Michelle Chong, headed to Starbucks for my Mocha Frap.

(:

Then we met up with Ning Sze in front of Old Wing's Burger King as she was unfamiliar with OU. Michelle wanted to Auntie Anne's desperately, so we went there before going to the carpark to walk Viv. But then because we were taking so long to go to the car park, we bertemu with her in front of Big Apple.

As Viv was craving for Carbonara from Delicious. We went there, outdoor. (: The Carbonara was gooood. Chong, Ashok, Brendan and Kian Wah then met us there. The boys came for a while and left because they wanted to eat somewhere else. We then met up with them there after we finish up at Delicious. Near the place the boys were eating, there was this merry-go-round. And being crazy, Michelle&Viv&I went on and sat. That was noooot the worst part! The worst part was we actually put in money and made it move! All of us were laughing til we were going to cry. Michelle and I even covered our face. But hello, if you do these kinda things, you'd be embarrased when people are looking at you. A lot of people, at that. Hahahaha. It was tres fun! We got off before the ride ended, it was too much to bear. (:

Pang Hong, Shin Chong and Tinesh then came after we got off the Merry-go-round. We all then headed towards the pool area to play pool. Hahaha. I sucked today. Some of the guys were playing foos. After 2 games of pool, we headed up to go batting. Yesterday, I did some exercise using the Row Machine. And it hurts like hell today. But batting, omg, it was tres fun. I hit so many balls today, sounds so wrong, but so true. (: Softball, pool punya balls and bowling balls. Oh oh! And foosball!

Nick came and visit us during batting. We were gonna be done soon anyways. So, we walked with him to Camp 5 as Michelle wanted to pee. Then the other girls went to join the boys while Viv and I hung out with Nick for a bit. Viv asked Nick whether he wanted to fag, he was like xde cigs also. Then Viv was like Sab ada. I was like I ada. Then he got tres excited and came running towards us. That was very funny. (: and cute. Lol. Grandpa Nick can run. HAHAHA. He even said loudly, 'She's my best friend now.' -_- Lol. Just because I gave him cigs. Donkeykong.

After that, we joined the others for bowling. I sucked at bowling. (: At the end of the game, Viv and I baru ada 20. Lol. And the others. Tsk tsk tsk. BANYAK!

Makan at Old Town White Coffee. The Rendang Chicken was tres delicious. We then met the others that were eating at Pizza Hut. Due to them not done with their food, we were taking LOADS of pictures outside of pizza hut. Giler fun. (:

Oh and I bought myself a few stuff today. Here are the pictures:

My old one is getting old. -.-
So, time for a new one.
Not gonna use this just yet.
From Forever 21.

Some wrist thingy. It actually looks reaaaally good.
You just can't see it.
From Diva.

Giler cute kan? From Forever 21.

Earrings. I'm already wearing one.
It looks like the one on the right. But then pink. (:

Actually there's 3. But I'm giving one away. (:

Superman!!!

Cigs.

And these are the only pictures I have in my phone. (: All the others are with Viv, Kerk Chong and Michelle Chong. (:

Grandpa Nick.

.
Camp 5 locker room.

Wait for the other pictures, love.

2009-09-06T12:15:00.000+08:00

Outing with the classmates tomorrow.
(:

2009-09-04T22:01:00.001+08:00

I am officially happy now. (:

2009-09-04T01:14:00.001+08:00

See you tomorrow, love.

2009-09-03T23:12:00.002+08:00

This makes me so happy. (:

2009-09-03T22:59:00.000+08:00

Kalau I jadi get tickets for Arthur's day
celebration kat Sunway Pyramid.
On the 25th of Sep.
I confirm pergi.
Dah confirm! (:
So, I'm praying real hard.

F.u.c.k.

2009-09-02T17:19:00.003+08:00

Listening to: Anberlin 'Adelaide'

Stupid pregnant lady.
That crazy lady teaches me Business Studies.
Did I mention she's crazy?
She's crazy!
She's bitchy and annoying.
Okay, pay close attention to what I'm about to say.
SHE'S PUTTING THE WHOLE LOWER SIX SYLLABUS INTO OUR SEPTEMBER TEST!
Business Studies in lower six consist of 6 chapters.
5 blooooody loooong chapters are coming out.
It's just a test, chill woman. It's not like we understand what she says. -.-
She nags nags nags. And then, okay class. Kerja hari ini.
WTF.
And she gives us damn a lot of work.
I won't be seeing her for 1-2 months after this week.
Good.
At least I don't have to see her.
I'm so screwed for my Business Studies paper tomorrow.

I don't care dy lar.
I gave up.

2009-09-02T00:02:00.001+08:00

from all these.
all these problems.
and stress.
and sadness.

i just wanna to be happy.
blissfully happy.
at least for one day.
no, one week, pls.

2009-09-01T22:11:00.001+08:00

Apparently,
I don't sound crazy enough.

2009-09-01T14:24:00.004+08:00

Things are really going down the drain.
I don't think it'll work anymore.
I'm not sure about things anymore.
Is being (insert emotions here) wrong?
I feel so hurt when he blames my studies.
Yes, it may be my studies.
Then what? I shouldn't study?
I want to pursue my studies.
I am bound to let the stress get to me.
I am bound to get moody.
So, I'm not feeling good.
I'm down.
I'm moody.
But being so normal isn't going to make me any less moody.
I just need someone to comfort me,
to say good things I want to hear.

If you think I sound crazy,
we're done.

2009-08-31T19:45:00.000+08:00

I am so screwed.
Save me.
-___-

Dating Profile Quiz

2009-08-31T19:26:00.002+08:00

Your dating personality profile:

Funny - You laugh often. People never accuse you of lacking a sense of humor. You don't take yourself too seriously.
Athletic - Physical fitness is one of your priorities. You find the time to work athletic pursuits into your schedule. You enjoy being active.
Outgoing - You can liven up any party. You've got a way with people and have little difficulty charming your dates.

Your Top Ten Traits

1. Funny
2. Athletic
3. Outgoing
4. Sensual
5. Liberal
6. Adventurous
7. Big-Hearted
8. Wealthy/Ambitious
9. Practical
10. Romantic

Your date match profile:

Funny - You consider a good sense of humor a major necessity in a date. If his jokes make you laugh, he has won your heart.
Outgoing - Shy and timid people are not who you are after. You need someone with a vibrant personality to breathe life into a relationship.
Conservative - Forget liberals, you need a conservative match. Political discussions interest you, and a conservative will offer the viewpoint you need.

Your Top Ten Match Traits

1. Funny
2. Outgoing
3. Conservative
4. Adventurous
5. Athletic
6. Romantic
7. Practical
8. Sensual
9. Big-Hearted
10. Traditional

Take the Dating Profile Quiz at Would I Date You

2009-08-30T22:27:00.002+08:00

I am stuck at home for Merdeka's Eve just because
I have exams next week.
How screwed up is that?
-.-

Pictures from that night. (:

2009-08-30T12:31:00.011+08:00

Listening to: One Republic 'Somebody to save you'

Shisha-ing.

(:

xjadi. -.-

Sue me. I was dead bored.

2009-08-29T22:50:00.002+08:00

From now on, you can’t tell lies, are you ready?
Yup.

Think back eight months ago, were you single?
Yes, I was.

What do you carry with you at all times?
My cellphone, iPod and my wallet.

Who was the last person of the opposite sex you text messaged?
Ashton. (:

How are you feeling?
Not so good.

Is something wrong right now?
Yup. ):

Are you mad at someone?
Nah.

Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
No, I have accounts clas tomorrow.

Are you jealous of someone right now?
Nope.

Do you have a piggy bank that’s actually shaped like a pig?
Nope.

What’s the last thing you put in your mouth?
Brown sugar. (:

What are you suppose to be doing right now?
STUDYING! !@@$%&((&%$&

Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Yes, a lot of times already.

Could you handle a long distance relationship?
No, I can never do so.

Could you cry right now?
Nah, it'll make my headache even worse, so my head would actually burst?

Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?
Yes, occasionally.

Are you okay with the life you live?
Yes. (:

Did you enjoy your day today?
I enjoyed buying my vintage handbag at the bazaar.

Do you have a Tattoo?
I want one. ):

Would you ever get any piercings on your body, other than your ear?
Duh, I've gotten it before, so yeah.

Did your last kiss take place on a bed?
Nope. ):

What was the last thing you spent money for?
Drinks.

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Ashton.

Do you call it fall or autumn?
Fall. (:

What is your inner self?

2009-08-29T22:42:00.004+08:00

An earthlike person

You care about the environment, whether it is the environment of friends and people around you, or the Earth itself, or both! You've been through hardships in life. You are very understanding, and very 'down to earth'. You tend to be very warm-nature and protect the ones you love. You are passionate about what you do and what you love, and sometimes that comes through really strongly. People love to hang around you because you are balanced in portions of your life. But you've been through times of high and low. You often attract moon type people. And tend to sometimes help people way to much for your own good. But you also change, from one thing to another, in different ways might not be personalities, or taste in clothing. but you do, but doesn't everybody?

(: (:

2009-08-29T21:41:00.000+08:00

Fuck, my jaw hurts.
):

Kiss me goodnight, tonight.

2009-08-29T19:32:00.005+08:00

Listening to: Kasabian 'Empire'

Got news that there was a bazaar held today by Shopaholic's Den at The Crest, the building next to 3 2 square.

And I got this vintage handbag. (:
20% off the original price.
Still pricey, but for a semi leather bag, it's okay lar.
Mom bought it for me anyways.

Excuse me for the blur picture. Was too lazy to take out my camera and all. (: Used webcam.

Rest in peace, DJ AM.

2009-08-29T11:33:00.001+08:00

I miss you, pretty Penang boy.

2009-08-29T10:47:00.003+08:00

Listening to: Kasabian 'Fire'

I really really really want to go for Arthur's day celebration at Sunway Lagoon this year.

The event celebrates the 250th anniversary of the signing of the lease on the St James’ Gate in Dublin, Ireland, that marked the start of the heritage and legacy of Arthur worldwide.

B.E.P! and booze. What a great combination. I'm dying to go.

Plus, Kasabian will be performing again on that very day.

25th Sep, Friday. Pretty please, I want to go.

Tickets are selling fast at Rm93 til 11th of Sep. After that, it'll go back to RM103.

Someone buy me those tickets. I'm begging. (:

True or not true? What say you?

2009-08-28T23:41:00.000+08:00

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
quiz yourself. (:

I need a puff.

2009-08-27T21:57:00.005+08:00

Listening to: Pixie Lott 'Mama Do (remix)'

Got my hair cut by May today. Shorter and a bit more layered. Not so sure how I'll be able to tie it.

Boyfie came over today, since it was raining. Went to the Section 14 bazaar around 6.45pm. (: Food. Came home and not study til now.

Fuck. Sore throat and minor cough, back due to shisha.

Exams really near, I'm so screwed. Instead of studying, I am here updating my blog as well as twitter and facebook. See how I'm so screwed?

Gah, pictures from the other night, still takde.

No matter how much you love a guy, never ever ever ever let him control you. Compromise. Not control. You're not his slave, you have feelings and you have a life. So, live your life, before you die and realize all your life you've been controlled by some guy. Girlfriend, wake up.

Love suffers long and is kind;
love does not envy;
love does not parade itself;
is not puffed up;
does not behave rudely;
does not seek it's own;
is not provoked, thinks no evil;
does not rejoice in iniquity,
but rejoices in the truth;
bears all things, believes all things,
hopes all things,
endures all things.

- 1 Corinthians 13:4-7 -

And wtf. I'm done listening to people's problems. When a friend and I feel like we're being taken for granted and we express how we feel, then that certain someone twists the whole thing around and makes us (at least me) feel fucking guilty. About choosing the wrong time to tell C.S how we feel, wtf, there's never a right time to talk to this certain someone. Certain someone (C.S) is always having his own problems, so when would it be the right time? When C.S settles down with 4 kids and a wife 10 years from now? Yes, I am fucking pissed.

This screwed up my night kaokao.

2009-08-25T23:31:00.003+08:00

As of 23rd August 2009,

we're half a year old. (:

Come back to me.

2009-08-25T20:06:00.007+08:00

Listening to: Boys Like Girls 'Heels over head'

(: Bought two new footwear this week. omg. Crocs (reject stock) that's only 25 bucks. What a bargain. (: And pretty heels from Times Square, it's not lala. (:

I can never get the correct size but I got it. (: Size 7, which is like heh? Haha.

Went out yesterday night with the girls. It was a good time. (: Pictures with Wendy, waiting for her to come online. (:

Went to Piccadilly for dinner. Talked talked talked. We had our convo's paused, saved and continued. Haha. Saved for dinner. We were good girls last night. No one drank. Though, due to the amount of smokers at Piccadilly, I couldn't stand the temptation. So, I walked with Belle to OK24 to get my ciggy pack and some lame lighter. Went back and okie lar sat down and all. The lighter couldn't work after my first stick, had to walk all the way back with Werniekins and buy another lighter. Screw OK24 for selling some ciplak lighter to me. Haha. After 2 more sticks, Belle decided to shisha. Walked aaaaall the way near OK24 again, to place our order. Strawberry mint. Argh. I didn't like the taste, I didn't like the smell. And I inhaled. Haha. It got me sick. I felt like puking, I was so afraid of taking another ciggy in case I puke in public.

Shit, I think shisha brought back my cough. Lol.

Camwhored inside Millenium Square, we sneaked in through The Clove 'cause all the other entrance were closed. (: Slutty and awkwardslashugly passport pictures. Haha. FUN!

Oh and kill me now. Before exams here and before viv drags me to rockclimbing&futsal&batting in a single day. CEPAT! Exams' next week. Gah, Wednesday's tomorrow and I haven't start. Oh and I can't wait to go non-lala cheap clothes&shoes&bags hunting at Sungai Wang after my exams. Ashton, watch out, we're going out for the whole day. I promise we'll sit. (: But we go shopping kay? (:

Oh and viv's awesome! For being able to download David Choi's cover of I Gotta Feeling. (:

I'm off to study my ass off tomorrow. Boyfriend, can't wait to see you tomorrow. Oh and I'll miss you. ): When you visit Penang this weekend. Gah you!

2009-08-22T22:14:00.002+08:00

I'm not okay.

Let's get it off.

2009-08-21T21:31:00.005+08:00

Listening to: David Archuleta 'Zero Gravity'

Attended Brother Lawrence's service yesterday. Brother Lawrence is the founder of La Salle School. I felt so tired and down yesterday, I was practically crying the whole night. Funeral and Sabrina just doesn't mix well.

Watched 'Up' today. (: With Ashiekins.

I rate it 8/10. It was okay. Doesn't leave that big of an impact but is definitely cute. (:

Finally got stationaries from SBL. (: Hols is here. It won't be hols for me though, 'cause right after school reopens, it's exams time. Like -_-. First exam. I will die.

Ooo. And I just finished painting my nails blue. Ashiekins ain't gonna like it. But (: It will only be on for a week. (:

Viv brought her laptop to school. So, we all got a bit cuckoo with her webcam. Hah. Evidence below.

I'm hoping for a simple dinner with my girls this hols I miss all of us. The 'TrioMissingOne'. ):

2009-08-18T23:23:00.001+08:00

2009-08-18T18:42:00.005+08:00

Things have been really hectic.
So hectic that I actually have less to blog about.
I now know how Poly feels.
But I doubt i'd ever be as busy as her.
Juggling Ed Chief, Form 6 Pres, Photography AJK and other posts she got.
So far, I only have vice pres for Photography and secretary for Ninjutsu. (:
Some girl forgot her roots, no no, I don't mean Poly
and it's sad cause I thought we were close once,
seeing i talk to her everyday last year.

I have tons of work.
Business notes, eleven business essays, accounts past year questions.
To top it off, I gotta study my ass off this hol.
Why? Because bloody crazy Form 6 teachers are, well, crazy.
4 chapters and 2 subtopics for General Studies.
5 Chapters for Business Studies.
2/4 chapters of Accounts. Perkongsian has 3 so add it all together 4.
Econs, I forgot.
So yeah.
Kill me.
Watching 'UP' with Ashton on Friday,
can't wait for my well deserved day out with him.

It's gonna rain now, gah.
I better be off before lightning strikes my modem.

2009-08-14T22:33:00.002+08:00

I know I repost pictures on my blog.
And I edit them with borders.
You wanna reblog the exact picture, go ahead.
Just not the ones I've edited.
Go get your own.
At least take the initiative to look for the website.
It's annoying to see people post up stuff from my blog.
I do not take credit for the pictures I've posted in my blog posts.
And, I ask you politely to not steal.
If you don't stop, I will use words.
And you know how I use my words.

Be perasan.
You know who you are.

=(

2009-08-12T20:26:00.002+08:00

Swine flu symptoms include:

fever,(had)
body aches,
runny nose,
sore throat,
nausea,
vomiting
cough
headache
chills
fatigue or tiredness, which can be extreme (but not extreme)
or diarrhea.

Of you, me and my room.

2009-08-12T20:15:00.002+08:00

Listening to: DJ Lhasa 'Teknopatia'

I forgot to mention about the dinner my mom cooked when Ashton came over in my previous posts. She cooked 1000 times more than we usually eat. The rice was like -.- Ashton and I probably gained 1563971382139 kg that day. ;D

Brendan's arm. In class. (:

Drawn by viv but coloured by me. (:

Awww.

Viv went cuckoo! Seriously.

2009-08-10T00:47:00.001+08:00

Shit.
I'm sick.
):

2009-08-07T21:35:00.002+08:00

believeitornot, istillloveyou.
whateverhappened,happened.
wegotthoseringsforareason.
iveletusgoonce.
imnotgoingtoeasilyletthathappenagainthistime.
iloveyou.

2009-08-07T20:43:00.001+08:00

There's a lot on my mind.
Images of it.

David Choi is awesome!

2009-08-06T22:17:00.002+08:00

Fighting. To hold on.

2009-08-05T20:01:00.009+08:00

Boyfriend forcefully took me to a clinic today.
-_-
'Cause I had a slight fever, sore throat and I felt fatigue.
Thank God I have noooooo H1N1.
Just a viral fever.

Got mom her badminton racket.

Ashton's mom looked quite scared of me when Ashton told her I had fever.
Hahaha.
Only after I said I only had viral fever, she relaxed.

Mom still doesn't know I'm sick.
And I'm not planning on telling her.
I've already paid for my clinic visit.
And I am not going to be forced to stay home. (:

2009-08-04T17:57:00.000+08:00

Humpty Dumpty should be careful.

These are the moments.

2009-08-02T22:31:00.004+08:00

Out with Ashton and his mom on Saturday. Treated her Sakae Sushi. Drove to some car accessories shop in KJ called Brothers. I was falling asleep. Fetched his mom home and cuddled for a bit. Drove out, took a puff. Hung out at Taman Aman for a bit, talked about loads, before sending me home at 9.30pm. (:
Seremban today. Was not bad. Hung out with childhood friends, was good.
School tomorrow, kill me.
Am going on a non-rice, pepper, chili and oil diet. Gah, I will die. So, if you see me eating anything of these, kill me.
I still think my mom loves him more than she loves me.
A lot of work not done.
A lot of movie not watched.
Exams are on Sep 2nd. -________________-

2009-07-30T18:35:00.002+08:00

Tell me,
I want to hear it in detail.
'Cause I miss it.
I miss you.

2009-07-30T18:14:00.000+08:00

i feel very bad.
for my mom.
'cause i get irritated very easily these days.
-_-

Kiss my wound, babeh.

2009-07-28T22:01:00.004+08:00

Listening to: B.E.P 'Party All The Time'

La Salle High had a blood donation campaign going on today. I participated *snap* just like that. I had no permission. Nothing. (:

I heard about it yesterday, but I didn't bother, knowing that my mom wouldn't let me. (turns out she's not sure about it. but she does sound okay with it. hah!) Wanted to just witness people donating blood. But hey, why not right? Took a bloody form and went with it.

I was freaking out. Yes, I freaked out. When they were gonna put that HUGE needle into my arm. Eh, scary shit okay? But turns out, it was not pain at all. Hah! That one little tear for nothing.

My blood filled the bag in a matter of only a few minutes. Even Darwin and the big guy next to me was like hah? so fast? Hahaha. Yeah, I'm cool like that. (X

Sasi pulak said the dumbest thing ever. -_- 'Your body got so much blood ar?'

When I was lying down on the chair/bed thingy, Sean walked towards me. Darwin was like Sean's looking for you. I was like -_- cannot be. Sean came over and told me Viv fainted. I was like ?! You're fucking kidding me?! But I hesitated and stared at him. I was like dying to get down of that chair/bed thingy but those nurses wasn't around to let me down.

Walked towards the lab where she collapsed and people were like surrounding her.

We took her back to the hall and lepaked there. People were bugging her, it was very very annoying. Dah lar, she was practically yelling at them. LOL.

Viv being viv, didn't want to go to the hospital with them. Teachers, nurses and the doctor gave up and well, all of us accompanied her to the clinic. Darwin, Jess, Miriam, Jer Jian and I.

Gah, she wanted to hold someone's hand. I offered mine. OMG! Pain! And damn scary lar the doctor stitch her. Seeing her skin and flesh being pulled by that metal wire was terrifying, I teared okay? I feel the pain. ): Imagine her holding my right hand, obviously I'll tighten my left as a reflex. Right when she was done, I looked down, I wonder now why though. But yeah, I saw my wound bleeding all the way to the wrist. For some reason, I found it very funny. I even went out and show Darwin before I wash it off and ask for a plaster from the doctor.

Well, she's alright now. (: Hopefully all the way. Her stitches are due next Tuesday. I want to see it being taken out. (:

CREDITS TO DARWIN!

No idea, with the peace sign. No idea who, even.

Texting Ashton through it.

My blood pack. (:

More pictures with Brendan. Wait for it. (:

Just 'cause.

2009-07-27T20:29:00.007+08:00

RULES: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to copy-paste this note, and answer all the questions. At the end, choose 15 people to be tagged - including the person who tagged you.

ABC About You Questions:

A - AVAILABLE : No.

B - BIRTHDAY: 15th September

C - CRUSHING ON: You.(:

D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Vinegar+water

E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Anyone. Especially Ms. Isabel Russel and Mr. Ashton Choi.

F - FAVORITE SONG: Oh. Too much. (:

G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: Woooorms!

H - HOMETOWN: Petaling Jaya

I - IN LOVE WITH: My crush. ;)

J - JUGGLE: Boobs?

K - KILLED SOMEONE: For me to know and for you to wonder.

L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: Don't ask.

M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: Bananaberry!

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: None.

O - ONE WISH: A good life. (what?! it's so luas, that's why i said that)

P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: Mom.

R- REASON TO SMILE: (:

S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Starstrukk, 3oh3!

T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 6.20am.

V - VEGETABLE(S): Enough to last til I die.

W - WORST HABIT: Likes to shop and procrastinate.

X - X-RAYS YOU HAD: None.

Y – YO-YOS ARE: Frustrating and irritating.

Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Virgo.

RANDOM QUESTIONS ABOUT YOU:

Spell your name without vowels: sbrn

What color do you wear most: black and white.

What are you listening to?: ATB & Paul Van Dyke rave remix by DJ Special K.

Are you happy with your life right now?: Yeah. (:

What is your favorite class in school?: Free period.

Are you outgoing?: Yeah.

Favorite pair of shoes?: White platforms.

Where do you wish you were right now?: At the beach.

THE CANS:

Can you dance?: Jaga your feet.

Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: Nope.

Can you whistle?: Yes, man. (:

Write with both hands?: Sort of but ugly with the left.

Walk with your toes curled?: Yup. (:

THE DO'S:

Do you believe there is life on other planets?: Yes, I do think so.

Do you believe in miracles?: Occasionally.

Do you believe in magic?: Nope.

Love at first sight?: Not really, no.

Do you think there's a Satan?: Yeah.

Do you believe in Santa?: Nope, duh, no.

Do you know how to swim?: Nope. -_-

Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: No (X) a million times.

THE HAVES:

Have you ever been on a plane?: Yup.

Have you ever asked someone out?: Yup.

Have you ever been asked out by someone?: Yup.

Have you ever been to the ocean?: Yup

Have you ever painted your nails?: Yup

THE WHATS:

What is the temperature outside?: Hot?

What radio station do you listen to?: Fly FM.

What was the last restaurant you ate at?: A&W, curve. Sucked. -_-

What was the last thing you bought?: Earphones.

Who was the last person you took a picture of?: Kogis.

CRYING SECTION:

Ever really cried your heart out?: Yup

Ever cried yourself to sleep?: Yup

Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: Yup

Ever cried over the opposite sex?: Yup

Do you cry when you get an injury?: Nope

Do certain songs make you cry?: Yup

HAPPY SECTION.

Are you a happy person?: You can say so?

What can make you happy?: Simple things.

Do you wish you were happier?: Yup.

Can music make you happy?: Yup

LOVE SECTION.

How many times have you had your heart broken?: A number of times.

LOOK AT ME.

What is your current hair color?: Black

Current piercings?: 3 pairs.

Have any tattoos?: Soon. (:

Eye color?: Dark brown.

IN A GIRL/GUY

Favorite eye color: Black.

Short or long hair: Not tooo long. But long. (:

Height: Tall. (: I'm into tall guys. Not more than 180 though.

Best clothing: What makes him fine, is fine with me. ;)

HAVE YOU EVER.

Been to jail: Nope

Mooned someone: Nope

Thrown up in a store: Nope.

Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: Yup

Gone skinny dipping: Nope

THIS OR THAT.

Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi

McDonald's or Burger King: McD

Single or Group Dates: Ihvnoproblemwitheither

Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate

Strawberries or Blueberries: Blueberries.

Meat or Veggies: Both.

TV or Movie: Movie.

Guitar or Drums?: Both.

Adidas or Nike: Both.

Chinese or Mexican: Mexican.

Cheerios or Corn Flakes: Cheerios.

Pie or Cake: Cake.

Falling over you.

2009-07-26T22:41:00.006+08:00

Listening to: Daft Punk 'Around the world'

25th July

On Saturday morning, I was supposed to attend Ninjutsu, but a last minute charity walk came up. So, Jess & I decided to go 'cause certs and koko marks were involved. (: It was at Kelana Jaya Park and it was bleh. Boring.

There's this guy that came with us, he was hilarious. Name's Kogis. And when he laughs/smiles, he looked exactly like Dev Patel in Skins. I am serious!

When we were given food. Kogis, Jess and I went into the stadium to watch this SUKMA qualification race. The stadium was effing empty. To me, that's sad. 25 freaking laps, those runners did. Damn bloody -_-.

Waited for my mom from 10.10am til 11am at school 'cause she thought I was finishing at 11. -_- The bad side of not having my own car. Grrrr.

Kogis a.k.a Dev Patel

Bad hair day. -_-

Went Sunway around 4. Sakae Sushi. And shopped. (:

Mom was being lala.

26th July

Mom went Seremban with friends this morning. (: Seeing that she won't home so soon. I drove her car out at 9.00am. Without permission. (X Called up Belle and Poly, but they were not up. I, then called, Wendy. She came along and we then went driving around. It was fun, driving alone with no mom. Seriously.

Went mamak for a bit since Wendy was hungry. Went back to Ashton's place to drive back together. He led the way, obviously. Because he was seriously too fast for me. -_- Pumped petrol with Ashton's help. I still don't know how to pump. Hah!

Fetched Wendy home at 10.15am, and Ashton came over. Left the house at 11.30am for Curve.

I swear, cars that go toooo slow in car parks are really annoying. As well as those bloody bumps. BLOODY annoying.

Ate A&W at Ikano, sucked big time!! Harry Potter again because we missed the first part of the movie. His 3rd time and my 2nd. -_- I nearly fall asleep. But Ashton did, haha, he was so adorable sleeping. I was basically kissing his forehead the whole time. He was just toooo cute!

Ditched the last part of the movie. Bought Ashton's mom's present, went on shopping at the street. Only ada 2 hasil untuk saya.

Had a Mocha Frap while boyfie had a Espresso Frap with five shots. While we were there, we saw this amazingly pretty and cute toddler. She was a mat saleh. And she was sooooo adorable. She'd walk towards us, and when we wave back at her, she'd run straight to her mom. Boyfie and I experimented on seeing how near she'd come to us. Results? Not near at all. One time, the mom was standing up while the toddler was walking towards us. Right when we smiled and waved, the toddler turned and ran straight for the legs. To hide. She was the cutest thing I've ever seen. Argh!

Popular for more pens and some STPM books for me. And pet shop for pure black Chow Chow. It was soooooooo adorable. Wanted to carry it but the girl at the desk didn't let me. ): Was quite upset. I officially hate earphones because they bloody have so many problems. -_-

I had a good day, 'cause it was all spent with him. (:

Can't wait for next Sunday though. Nervous, but can't wait.

The humungous grasshopper we saw on a tree. LOL.

2009-07-26T22:37:00.001+08:00

i've decided to play nice.

Ps, I will always love you.

2009-07-24T22:03:00.003+08:00

Listening to: Jordin Sparks 'Battlefield'

Friendz with Boyfriend was good. Had to have dinner outside with Boyfie due to mom having some gathering with her friends, so, no food at home. -_-

Bananaberry Smoo was goooood. But the pineapple fried rice, it wasn't even nice. It was on a plate, instead of a pineaplle rice. And they call it that. -_-

Donkey's out with his friends for a mamak session with the Team Impact (some car enthusiasts meeting) .

Started out the day with a headache. Ending one in good terms. (:

I am still panicking. I don't know what to buy. ):

2009-07-23T22:47:00.001+08:00

I am so depressed.

2009-07-23T20:22:00.007+08:00

You are 19.
You guys are one year elder than us.
Please act your age.
Don't be such a suck-up and stop creating fucking drama.
You're embarrassing yourself, doing so much.
Oh, and go get a life, because messing with ours is not going to give you any benefit.

Oh and yes, I am talking about all of you.
Like J said, you want respect, you bloody hell earn it.
You do not fucking shout at me, demanding me to do things your way.
Yes, I am hard to deal with, that is if you demand things from me.
I am not your slave. Neither are my friends.
I am not one to mess with, I assure you.
You shout, I shout.
SO bloody hell back off and stop scheming your fucking plans on destroying our lives.
It's a waste of time.
Fuck off.

Oh and you, shortfuck.
Don't open your mouth.
Wear a paperbag.
Because I am sick of listening to you and looking at your fucking deformed face.

Please don't fucking be jealous because we have friends and you don't.
You lifeless fuckers.
You do not mess with me and my friends.
Whether they're 19 or 18.
You do not mess with us.
Because you fucking have to watch your back, if you do.

I will not let you walk over me.
So run along, bitches.
Before I fucking kill you.

imiss,imiss,imiss.

2009-07-23T19:42:00.004+08:00

You and I.

2009-07-22T20:10:00.003+08:00

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with d wedding plan! =) At the end, choose d people u want to be tagged.

1. how old are you?
I am turning 18 on September 15th.

2. are you single?
I am not single. (:

3. at what age do you think you'll get married?
25 or 26.(:

4. do you think you'll marry the person you are with now?
I hope so.

5. if not, who do you want to marry?
The next Mr. Right?

6. who will be your bridesmaid & bestman?
My besties. (:

7. do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
Garden or beach. (:

8. where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
Somewhere we can be alone, somewhere we can be together in our own world.

9. how many guests do you think you'll invite?
-_- You tell me.

10. will that include your exes?
Maybe. I'll think about it. (:

11. how many layers of cake do you want?
I don't really care.

12. when do you want to get married, morning or evening?
Midnight. (:

13. name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding.
I'm not sure about that.

14. do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon&fork?knife?
Fine dining, please. (:

15. champagne or red wine?
Champagne. (X

16. honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
Days after when things settle down. (:

17. money or household items?
Both please.

18. how many kids would you like to have?
3 to 4. Haha. Don't judge.

19. will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
Not really. Pictures will do. Get me a DSLR.

20. whose wedding plan would you like to know next?
To be honest with you, I don't really care. So, yeah. I was just tagged.

Tonight's gonna be a good night.

2009-07-21T22:04:00.006+08:00

Listening to: The Kinks 'A well respected man'

Oh, I forgot to mention in my previous posts that I went for Harry Potter: The Half-Blood Prince with Ian Perera and Boyfriend. It was BLEH. The effects were good, just that the whole movie was BLEH. Enough said. Boyfie, Ian, Belle and I hung out for a bit after the movie, before Boyfie having to send me home. Ian stayed behind for a bit to teman Belle through her break. Aww. So sweet kan?

Viv sprained her toe. -_-

Her dick+balls lookalike pills. (X

Brendan.

Went to TCM today with Richard. Gah, I needed to get away. Had lunch at food&tea, visited Belle for a bit and then shopped for a bit. Nothing. Nada! Went home with two new pens from Borders and that was it.

I need dresses.
I need handbags.
ineedineed. (:
Shop shop shop this Sunday. (:

2009-07-21T00:49:00.002+08:00

I miss you, hun.

2009-07-19T23:40:00.001+08:00

Wake up..

The ugly truth.

2009-07-19T20:06:00.005+08:00

Listening to: B.E.P "I got a feeling'

The girlfriends and I headed out to have a small belated celebration, Poly's 19th. (: Unfortunately, Wendy could not make it as she had to attend a last-minute camp. Bummer.

Went to Friendz, Millenium Square for dinner. No, the food was not fantastic but it was edible. Had a bottle of Heineken before leaving the restaurant. Walked over to his house to get something. Hugged and kissed for a bit before leaving with the girls.

Camwhored, went a bit crazy in Millenium Square that was already locked. (: Blah blah blah.

Went on our way home, drove back to get Poly's prezzie as SOMEONE used it and forgot to take it back. SO, Belle and I had to find our way back inside by literally running around. Bumped into Brandon. Ran back to Friendz so that we could go into the building. Ran back to the car, Belle and I went to the wrong car. Laughed like there's no tomorrow and then ran to the right car. That was fun. (:

Boyfie came over later that night to get the earphones he bought for me that was wrong. Exchanged kisses for a bit before he went on his way to Ahnaf's to study. :D

It was a good yet simple night. (:

Her favourite. (:

Three Amigos missing Wendy Foon.

We dance to our own beat.

I lied down on the floor. (:

2009-07-16T21:14:00.003+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday Wernie. Iloveloveyou.
Thanks for being there whenever I need you.
Thanks for being the crappiest person alive.
Ily.
And have a very merry birthday!
Can't wait for this Saturday!
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Satisfaction.

2009-07-15T23:13:00.004+08:00

I am too lazy to blog about what happened these few days.

So pictures will do. (:

Last friday. TCM with boyfriend and Richard. Sorry, Richard. I'll make it up to you another time.

Boyfriend playing Midnight R.

New sunglasses! (: Rayban Wayfarer! Me love.

Have been watching GG for two weeks now. (: I'm done with season 1 and 2.

This week's Tuesday. Went McD, Amcorp with Jer Jian, Jess, Viv and Darwin.
With the crappiest people and good food, things went pretty loud and crazy. (:

Five McValue Meals worth of fries.

Jess.

Jer Jian the dunguhead that rubs his nipple/pimple while telling a joke, that isn't even funny.

Viv and Darwin.

Jess' mom fetched me back 'cause Miriam went home early. She was not feeling well. Her mom babysits. So yeah, those kids are very cute!

Touch her nose and she laughs.

2009-07-14T22:37:00.003+08:00

I am in the arts stream now, so what?

I was from the Pure Science stream and hell, I know my stuff. Now that I am in the Arts stream, you bloody discriminate me.

Don't you fucking dare tell me I don't know things just because I'm in the Arts stream now!

You think you're superior, think again, you fat lazy ass.

Think about it, all hospital has to be owned by someone right? They're businessmen/women.

Prime Minister? Presidents? You don't see them going on and on about your bloody Science stuff right? They talk economy, they talk business. Can you? Can you bloody talk economy and business??

Don't fucking tell me, oh, you have it easy, Science is so hard. FUCK YOU. Art is just as hard as Science. So, shut the fuck up. Stop whining and thinking that you're fucking better than me/us just because you're doing Science right now.

You jerk. You fucking discriminating son of a bitch.

Don't get me wrong, Science is great. Science is super duper great.

But what's the world without economy as well?

We're even, no one's better.

So stop fucking discriminating people.

Find out.

2009-07-13T20:54:00.004+08:00

I'm flooded with General Studies, Accounts, Business and Muet work.

Kill me now, just kill me.

2009-07-13T00:05:00.000+08:00

I had a good time.
Before he went out to do his assignments.
(:

Mommy loves you,
I <3 you.

Tap that ass.

2009-07-10T20:53:00.003+08:00

Listening to: DJ Caffeine 'Time to Burn'

All I need is time to escape.

School was well, -_-, again!

Our General Studies teacher went all moody today, saying we don't pay her respect. Er, you're a teacher? Hah. Menopause, much?

Walked with Darwin to the Taman Jaya station and met Richard at the Asia Jaya station. We then walked to Ashton's place to get a ride to Tropicana City Mall. But of all days, his car has problems, again. -_- Thank goodness for cabs. While waiting for a cab, my bag tore. My bag bloody tore. Thank God it was only the handle.

Upon reaching TCM, we dropped Richard off at Starbucks so that we could go get my bag to the cobbler. (: We then joined Richard at Starbucks. We had our regular drinks and got something to eat. Haha. Chic-O-Cheese, Quiche and Shepherd's Pie. We were sharing, mind you. The Shepherd's Pie tasted really weird and sour, so I went to Kathlyn and told her that it was sour. Isabel then took it around the whole starbucks, so that all the baristas and managers tried it. We replaced it with Stroganoff pie because Richard had one and he said it was good. And it was. (: We decided to split ways after lunch. Richard went to his friend's place and Ashton and I went walking around after saying our goodbyes to Bestie.

We headed to the arcade. We ♥ arcades. Played Silent Hill (which sucked, big time), Midnight R, Daytona and some other racing game. I can never, I repeat never, win Ashton over in a car racing game. It was fucking funny watching the replay of me driving a race car. I would've taken a video of it, but nah. Too busy laughing my huge ass off.

We then went down to get my bag from the cobbler. On the way there, we spotted a sunglasses stall. (: I got myself a pair of RAYBAN SUNGLASSES! I was like estatic over it, I've always wanted one because I don't like the one I got from Bonita, Sunway Pyramid. Ashton got one as well. For driving, for some reason it is really really hard to get him sunglasses. I don't know why.

Went back to Starbucks after getting my bag. Sat outside as Ashton had to smoke. (: Took out my Business paper, wanted to do it but ended up talking to Bee about stuff. Belle had morning shift today, so we were able to give her a ride home as well.

I've been watching GossipGirl Season1. And it's good. Just that I want them to get together already. Hahaha. But what's the fun in that right?? C: Oh and Chuck Bass, Dan as well as Nate is so so so hot. Yummmmy.

I need a drink. -_-

Procrastinating is my thing.

2009-07-08T22:44:00.005+08:00

Listening to: Gym Class Heroes 'Cookie Jar'

I am dead tired. -_- I have loads to do.

4 years left of Business questions,
Accounts Pembubaran questions that I have to do in journal form,
Articles for Research&Development class and MUET reflection.

I finally bought myself a new rechargeable battery and charger. I needed one since last year but I did not bother getting it. It had been charging since seven and the lights is not even green yet. How -_-.

People in school are starting to get on my nerves by constantly teasing my height as well as using the nickname I got in camp which is Doraemon. It is fucking annoying, and it is fucking pissing me off. Like grow the fucking up. You tease me once, yeah. You tease me everyday, you're seriously fucking yourself up. Because when I bloody explode, you'll fucking get it. You bloody fucktards. FUCKING JERKS!

Give me a flaw, and I'll fucking tease you every second of the day. See how'd you like that, you bastards.

On the other hand, Jess, Mir, Viv and I went to the upper six's Biology class to look at people disect their white mice. It was very very cool and very smelly. Like yuck.

Blah blah blah. Still pissed, so I can't really think.

I fucking hate big classes.

Went Amcorp during MUET and R&D time as we needed to get stuff for photography club. =) After icecreams&popular&shouting, we went back to school to wait for 3.45 to strike.

Ashton came to fetch me at 5.35pm, off we went to his house. Hung out a bit and took Sims 3. We then headed to Joo Hua as I needed to get a few things. =) Thanks Boyfie. =D

Boyfie dah tetapkan I sleep at 12am every night except Friday and Saturday. And mom, she tetapkan I sleep at 1am every night. Gah, people are telling me to sleep early these days. It's kinda funny in some ways.

Pictures. Tak suka? Go fuck yourself.

Kalai.

Jer Jian

Darwin and Jess.

Haha. So cute. The white mice assasins.

-_-

27 of it. Ugh.

Apabila di Amcorp.

This is a part of studying. Studying how to take a good picture. HAH! (:

2009-07-07T22:12:00.003+08:00

Pandi's.

Sean's retarded.

The book I borrowed and my wallet. Marley!

Freak!

Hehehehe.

Thriller!

Mine and I like.

Fucking retarded and gay. Haha.

2009-07-06T22:25:00.000+08:00

The cutest thing I've ever seen! (:

2009-07-05T22:35:00.000+08:00

Congratulations Dynamitez (Krish) for getting 5th in the National Cheer Competition.
=)

Don't waste your time.

2009-07-05T20:11:00.004+08:00

Listening to: Zee Avi 'First of The Gang to Die'

I am stressed out. I am really stressed out.

Works piling up. I am dying. Presentations, shit, just kill me. Fuck lar, seriously.

School is depressing me. I am sick of school. I'm sick of going home fucking tired. I get mood swings being in Form 6. I am emotionally unstable. I am serious. Form 6 is messing with my mind. I am not exaggerating.

I feel weak, because sometimes I just want to cry in the morning when I reach school.

I am literally in tears now talking to people about Form 6.

But don' t you dare tell me that it was my choice. Yes, it's my choice. But if you were me, you'd understand why I went into Form 6 in the first place.

I am not good with being so cramped up.

I want to freeze time. God, please give me the strength.

I need a good cry, a good scream, a good roller coaster ride and just a good long walk on my own with my iPod.

And I need all the support I can get. Please, just support me. Tell me things I want to hear. Don't keep telling me it's my choice because it's not going to help, at all.

Hold me.

I got to prove them wrong.

2009-07-04T22:57:00.004+08:00

Listening to: Carolina Liar 'California Bound'

I could not concentrate in school the whole day. I was too excited about OU later that day as well as it's a Friday. I was looking forward to go home. Really did.

School came and went really quickly. Mom bought durian, yay! Had durian for lunch.

Took my nap, bathed, studied a little and started putting on my eyeliner as well as mascara. Gah, for some reason, my eyeliner was really thick yesterday.

Went to pick up Ashton as his car was sent for repair. =(

He was very hungry. So upon reaching OU, we headed for Italliannies for our dinner. The place was deserted. And the food seriously sucked. Like seriously. I regretted not going Dave's Deli. =( I was too afraid it may get too expensive but my bill went up to 200 bucks anyways. So what's the difference right? -_-

Oh and the service was terrible. Except the guy that served us. Other than that, they were horrible!

Got him a new wallet as well as a car sticker that says F1 driver something something. Haha. I got myself a new pencil box too. From Dolly Daisy. I was sick of my old pencil box due to my things falling off the table every single second in school. So I got a huge one. =D

We also got ourselves couple rings. I didn't want one at first. Because we had 3 in our previous relationship. I threw all three into the bottom of the lake last year. I'm not sure what I'll do with my current one if we ever break up again. But my decision for now is that I will not throw this one, 'cause it cost me 50 friggin bucks. Haha. 25 MYR each. Such a killer. I wasn't sure we were ready for that commitment. He assured me that we were. So we went ahead on getting those rings. =)

Transformers: Revenge of The Fallen.

It was good. But not all that good. There was no story line. Just lots of action. Though there are new robots I really like but the lack of introduction of the robots confused me. I am still unsure on who Arcee in the movie is. Megan Fox is still hot like hell but like a lot of people said, she has no facial expression. But I loved Jetfire. Jetfire was awesome! Spoiler ahead. I was so sad when Optimus Prime died. =( Thank goodness for Jetfire gave his life source to Optimus Prime. I wonder whether Jetfire will go to robot heaven. Haha. Oh and stupid Starscream was so annoying. Flying and flying and flying. He didn't even fight much. Fucking Starscream got on my nerves.

Hopefully the third Transformers movie will be better. 'Cause Transformer: Revenge of the Fallen was a disappointment. Though it was good.

He was getting annoyed at me taking pictures because he wanted me to order first.

Thinking of what pizza he should take.

His.

My Margarita.

My sirloin steak that was completely tasteless and cold. =(
I had to add salt and pepper onto it to make it taste nicer.

The pizza Boyfie ordered.

Me likey.

Unfinished food. =( It looks appetizing now.
But but we were really full then.
And I couldn't take anymore.

I hate this picture but this is the only picture we took together that day.
I was barely awake after the movie.

I'm moving in reverse.

2009-07-04T20:59:00.009+08:00

Listening to: Ronnie Day 'Call my name'

Went to Ashton's place for a quiet celebration on the 2nd of July. =)

His best friend and him. Ian Perera and Ashton Choi. My best friend and I. Isabel Russel and I. (;

His mom made and bought a lot of food for us. Like omg. We couldn't finish everything! We couldn't even eat the desserts his mom made for us. Yes, we were that full. Haha.

Hung up in his room. Til his mom went for line dancing lessons. We took food, makan makan. Ashton gave me some Whisky to mix with my Pepsi, it was good, the burn. =) But Isabel went cuckoo. She didn't wanna admit it, but she was cuckoo. Laughing at a fan that is not moving is definitely crazy.

Went out to Ok24 for ciggies. Went back to his place to smoke. I was not feeling too good, so I went straight into his room to lie down. But bloody Belle talked non-stop. I literally ran out of the house saying HELP ME. She was sooooooo annoying. C:

Ian was being really annoying. Haha. He kept saying SO HIGH. And it sounded like so hai. I told him to go take Belle's one lar. He was like fuck you, I said the very same to him. -_- He continued saying wanna get high?? on msn that night. Grr.

Hung out more in his room. Had our cuddling time while Ian stares blankly into space and Isabel camwhores like there's no tomorrow.

At the end of the night, Isabel and Ian started pillow fighting. It was hilarious. Like omg. The video is hilarious.

Oh and Ashton was being horny that day. Or maybe he's just perverted. ;) He started blow jobing a sausage. Like wtf?! Hahaha. Video's available as well, below.

I had a good time even though it was a very plain celebration.

Boys are bad at being ugly.
Ian and his stupid dickface.

I like this picture.

It's a candle but I am still wondering how the flame is so big.

The girls weren't smiling. It was part of the plan.
But the boys smiled. -___________-

No idea what Isabel was trying to do.

Don't ask.

I kinda like my lips. Haha.

SIAO ZHA BOR alert!

I like this picture. I do.

Blowjobing a sausage I

Blowjobing a sausage II

Pillow fight.

His birthday wish was that I'd be with him forever. ♥♥

Sab. Ily.

2009-07-02T23:41:00.002+08:00

Happy 19th birthday, sweetheart.
I hope you enjoyed your birthday.
Even though you spent it in with Ian Perera, Isabel Russel and I.

Boyfriend.
I love you, no matter what.
And I am glad to spend your birthday with you once more.
I've spend two birthdays with you.
And now, our third.
=)
I hope you enjoy being an old grandpa.
Ily, so much.

Ashton,
You've touched my life.
In a way that no words can ever describe.
We have our ups and downs.
But I love our ups.
And hopefully we overcome all our downs.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, gorgeous.

Where would we be now?

2009-07-01T20:04:00.005+08:00

Listening to: Faizal Tahir 'Kerna Kamu'

Ah. -_-

School was so gah.

Embarrased myself numerous times. And typical guys, just have to tease me til I go crazy. Ugggh.

Stayed back for R&D, I was bored to death. -_-

Had a short talk with Werniekins and I tumpang her car home. Was short, but was good enough.

Boyfriend came to get me at 5.30pm with Ian Perera, Tania and Sam in the car. Got in and Ashton took us back home, Ian then drove the car back to the owner. Hung around his place, gave him the present my mom bought for him. =) Gah, I think my mom loves Ashton more than she loves me. I'm serious. I don't even get presents from my mom, just money. But still. -_- Mom took the effort to go get it. -_- Jealous siot.

I am invited to go over to Ashton's tomorrow for his birthday celebration with his mother and some close friends. =)

Then, Friday. I can't wait. =)

It's only 9:11pm and my eyes are half closed. I am tired. I am exhausted. I want to sleep and I don't wanna stay back tomorrow. =(

Again, he's not around.

It's not fun to be alone. I have a boyfriend yet I feel alone. This is bullshit.

2009-06-30T20:26:00.002+08:00

Boyfriend, not around all the time.
Girlfriend, waiting and keeping herself occupied with work.
Is this working?

Honey, how do you mend a broken heart?

2009-06-30T19:44:00.003+08:00

Listening to: Micheal Jackson 'Heal the World'

O Ashton, Ashton! Wherefore art thou Ashton?

My week has been quite dull this week. Gah. And it's only tuesday, fuck.

Puan K was in such a bad mood today, she started yelling during MUET. She swore at people, I was terrified. Honestly, you won't wanna fuck with her when she's in one of her moods. We were the victims. -_-

Tines, Tinesh, Viv and I were going to present our presentation on Healthy Lifestyle: Stress. I was not afraid of presenting in front of people, honestly I'm not. But with her in that mood, I was terrified. She was correcting my facts on diarrhoea as well as my pronunciation on nausea. I used to always pronounce it as nau-sea. She kept telling me to say nau-se-a. I was like -_-. I did what she said, I didn't want to get on her bad side.

Oh and while she was evaluating our presentation. She suddenly came to a topic on slides during weddings. She asked me if I would have picture slides of my future husband and I during our reception. I told her that I'm not thinking that far and she was like hmm good, I like your answer. You sound like me. -______________- I was like nooooooooooooooooo, I don't want to sound like yoooouuu. Shite.

Boyfriend's car broke down this morning. =( Couldn't meet him today and he didn't go to coll because of that. Plus, we don't have transport to OU this friday so I asked my mom. Sinceeee my mom doesn't let me drive on my own. -_- What's the point on getting my license then? Ish.

I hope my boyfriend and I have fun this Friday. It's his birthday week, this week. He went drinking yesterday at a villa, I'm sure that was fun. But his car broke down today and it's gonna take at least a few days to be fixed. So yeah, I hope he won't be thinking about his car the whole time because that would be a bummer to me as well as I'm trying to make him happy with the plans I've made. *Fingers crossed.*

Paying my tribute to MJ.

2009-06-30T00:02:00.001+08:00

2009-06-29T18:24:00.003+08:00

School was very dull today.
Except the part when my boobs started leaking chocolate milk. =)

2009-06-27T23:47:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry. =(

I need time.

2009-06-27T19:26:00.004+08:00

School's draining me out.

I woke up from my nap with no energy at all. -_-

Juggling between my social life, accounts classes, piles of assignments and presentations and school is bloody tiring.

Jer Jian's jokes are the lamest!

2009-06-26T23:55:00.002+08:00

I think my boyfriend looks really cute here. =)

Inside joke.

2009-06-26T20:29:00.001+08:00

vivien says (20:25):
i AM vivien wong

Sabrina K says (20:26):
And you are char kuey teow

vivien says (20:26):
no
i am vivien wong

Sabrina K says (20:26):
NOOOO
haha

vivien says (20:26):
if i'm char kuey teow
you're doraemon
AHHAHAHAHA

Sabrina K says (20:27):
hahahahaha
whatever!

vivien says (20:28):
eh sab
you're bigger than the world
(refer to picture above)

Sabrina K says (20:29):
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

vivien says (20:29):
HAHAHAHAHAH
see, you're not that SMALL!

vivien says (20:30):
omg, this is so funny
AHAHAHAHAHAHA

Sabrina K says (20:30):
-_-
haha

Step out of your comfort zone.

2009-06-26T19:46:00.007+08:00

Listening to: Linkin Park 'New Divide'

1) I embarrassed myself this evening. I was walking to this restaurant to borrow the toilet with Ashton as I had to go to the toilet badly. I was too busy dreaming to notice a big step in front of me. So, I ended up on the floor with EVERYONE staring at me. Gah, how embarrassing.

2) Economics test tomorrow. Gah.

3) Loads of assignments.

4) Gah. Need to save for his birthday.

5) Homework!

6) Jelly ice cream rocks!

7) Transformers II. Next Friday. If you've watched it, shut the fuck up!

8) Gah, school and Accounts class tomorrow. Gah.

9) MUET presentation tomorrow.

10) Business presentation in the working.

11) Procrastinating General Studies homework.

12) I went to the toilet in school to tuck in my shirt again this morning. And I came out with my zip opened. Like wtf. I think people saw my butt. It's a guy school, people!! So embarrassing. =( Thank God one of my classmates told me but =(. My butt line. My orange underwear. My big arse.

Time is not on my side.

2009-06-25T22:48:00.000+08:00

2009-06-25T21:11:00.003+08:00

At the end of the day,
I just want someone to be there.
After an argument.
During an argument, even.
I don't like leaving things hanging.
I don't like to be left hanging in an argument.
Who does anyways?
So, be there for me.

We have our ups and downs.
But don't you realize that I need you when we have our downs?
I guess not.

2009-06-25T19:19:00.002+08:00

Things haven't been going well.
And I don't know who's to blame.
Is it all falling apart?
You tell me.
Am I being unreasonable?
Because I don't think I am.

2009-06-24T22:39:00.000+08:00

It's not that easy, is it?
Being with someone.

Sizzle sizzle.

2009-06-24T21:35:00.001+08:00

He is so sexy.

School's a drag.
I'm pissed.
Gah.
I hate school.
I hate some annoying La Salle boys.
Annoying.

You, me and my pack.

Hand me my boyfriend.

2009-06-22T23:00:00.006+08:00

I am too lazy to blog about camp or anything else.

For now, pictures will do.

First day

Kiasu (Jess) and Doraemon (I).

Viv.

Dhiviya the Mafia.

-_-

Credits to Dhiviya.

Didn't sleep the night before. I only had 40 mins of sleep.

Second Day.

Viv and Darwin.

Played after the rain. I played barefooted.

22th June, Econs.

Our keluk kemungkinan permintaan bagi Pau.

2009-06-19T13:59:00.000+08:00

Camp.
Update later.
=)

2009-06-17T00:46:00.001+08:00

How does someone cry without a reason?
Is it depression?

Fuck.

2009-06-16T22:21:00.000+08:00

Fuck.

If you're waiting for a sign, this is it.

2009-06-16T15:18:00.006+08:00

Listening to: The Kooks 'Always Where I Need To Be'

Second day back at school. I did not freeze. =) That's good.

Shit. Bags are so heavy, I want to die. Seriously. Feels as if I'm carrying blocks of gold to school.

TWO friggin free periods, hurray. I did not need to see my Business teacher. Just for today. -_- Apparently, I have to see her every freaking day. Plus, she's my class teacher, which makes everything worse. Took my time finishing Accounts and used the time left flipping through Business, listening to my iPod and staring into space.

Did I mention I just got a new earphone? It's not iPod earphones. They are too expensive, plus, it has a function that doesn't work on my iPod. So I bought Philips. 69 bucks. But much cheaper than the origina latest iPod earphones which costs 119 bucks. With that amount of money, I can buy something nice. So I decided I won't buy the original one after battling with myself about whether I should get it.

As usual, Accounts teacher took her own sweet time nagging us. I think she has a 'plan'. Nag nag nag til students with no basic in accounts transfer to some other subject so that she will have a smaller class to teach as well as there will be no need for her to go through basic principles of Accounts with us. -_-

Oh oh and I pinched Viv. 'Cause she pinched me. It started to swell up a little and was already blue-black. I feel bad, but I gotta admit it's kinda cool. I've made people bleed with my pinches, but not blue blacks and swelling. Cool. I took pinching to another level. =D

We were supposed to stay til 3.05pm today. For a session of R&D. Kee Jun, Sean Wong, Viv and I went to have lunch at Raju's. We were joined by Rauf, Viv's friend. ^_^ Just after we sat down and ordered our food, I got a message from Miriam saying that R&D was canceled. Damn it. They didn't even tell us a single thing. Think about people who don't drive to school, people. Like me. I felt bad for making Miriam wait for me to finish my food in Raju's, so I tumpang-ed Viv's. Thanks Viv. =)

Gah. Still thinking and thinking about whether I want to go to camp. I heard something about punishments. -_-

And I so need to start studying. My head's empty.

The red patch is actually the blue-black.

The swelling. =D

Haha. Start lar with the picture taking in toilets.

Sorry. =D

Yes, I am retarded.

Viv's socks. So cute.

Ian and Megan. Cutie pies.

Yay, Skins II!

Sab. I wanted you.

2009-06-14T21:59:00.006+08:00

There's a big difference between why women and men lie.
Men lie to make themselves feel better.
Women lie to protect her other half's feelings.
Sparing them from getting hurt.
That is why women choose to shield the truth,
dumping them in dirty dirty closets.
No matter how hurt she may be, inside.

2009-06-14T14:27:00.000+08:00

Take my hand and go to a place with me. A place only we know.

2009-06-13T11:34:00.002+08:00

What are you going to do for the last 2 days of hols?

Me? Homeworks, not done doing.
Movies, not done watching.
Time with friends, not done spending.
Boyfriend, not done.

Spending tonight in with oranges, How I Met Your Mother Season 4,
movies and homeworks.
Tomorrow, Boyfie's coming over. =)
Then, pasar maaaaalaaaaam.
Weee.

2009-06-12T23:53:00.000+08:00

Girls should not be left alone.
We think too much.

2009-06-12T23:27:00.000+08:00

Eveybody says changes are so great, right?

But what's so great about change?

Tell me.